Boom x 3

if you're alone and u nid a fren, someone to make you forget ur probs, juz came along and take my hand, i'll be ur lover tonight..

one on one juz me and u..

i wan u in my room, lets spend the nite together, from now till 4ever..

Memoirs Of A KOK

i've talked abt this to a few friends of mine before..but tonight im ready to say it out here..its ur lucky day people! =P

i 1st met my 1st love in secondary sch..she was from the next class..i still can rem how we 1st talked to each other..she and another fren was at the lockers area, beside my classroom, so i happened to walk past one day, she called my name and i was surprised why wud anyone shout out my name..so i turned and looked at her..i already noe who she is becoz i have a fren tats in her class who likes her..she's none other than Wei Qi..

from then, we got to know each other better, stayed back together after lessons, chatted, played, teased each other, trying to find out who the other party likes..i was very very shy then..so i gave excuses like i like another gal from mgs called catherina and so on..i didnt dare to tell her i have feelings for her..coz i was only a sec 1 kid..but i realised she has feelings for me too..we didnt do anything abt it..juz let it drag..till sept 26..it really used to be a special day for the both of us..till today, every month, i wud still wish her a happy 26th of the month..for sec 2..we were still staying back together almost everyday after lessons..those were the happiest days of my childhood that i will never and can never bring myself to forget..=)

it was only till sec 3 that i 1st held her hands..the image is still so clear..im still able to picture the whole scenario..i was sending her home after Sec 1 Orientation, we were peer leaders then..we were walking very closely next to each other..the tot of holding her hands had been floating in my mind for a long time already..so tada~ her hand accidentally hit mine, and i juz grabbed her by her hand and i was blushing..i felt the hotness on my face..hahaha..she was too shy to look at me in the eyes too..but we had alot of problems too..when 2 gals from sec 1 told me that they liked me..weiqi knew abt it and she even said she was willing to give me up..i was very shattered when i heard those words coming out from her..but i was glad she didnt..we were both too immature..esp me..

sec 4, we are faced with alot of problems..our r/s went off track..but the problems were solved..one of the times we had a huge fight is becoz im really confused between her and another gal..which im really close to..

she's a gal which i met in secondary sch days but was never able to really tell her how i feel abt her..she 1st came to my secondary sch when she was sec 2, she was from Tanglin sec sch..came over from a NA class to joined an express class in my sch..juz 2 classes away from mine..still can rem how cute she looked when she asked my fren for my height..and she stood beside me..she was abt half a head shorter than me la! wahaha..tot she was quite cute..very feminine..till sec 3, i noe its god's will tat we are brought closer together when i was assigned to her class for geography lessons..i sat beside her..we chatted and hitted off quite well..alot of pple are spreading rumours abt us..abt me having an affair..we wud go for recess separately, but whenever we finish eating, we wud go back to the staircase and im always the 1st to reach, with my frens, she wud come later on, sometimes she wud come and sit beside me and we talked abt anything under the sun.. i dun deny i have positive feelings towards her..i was really guilty abt it..to my then gf..im really sorry..

and becoz of certain rumours that were so bad, this gal and i started to drift away, and awkwardness falls in..i still rem that one day, when i went to her class, she pulled another gal to sit with her, and so this other gal was really puzzled coz i always sat with her..so she asked wat happened..and she said "he got gf already wat! later pple anyhow think"..so i was really tonguetied when the other gal told me abt it..well..tats the past..oh ya..from wat i can rem..i even joined her for her class's IT lessons..she asked me if i cud accompany her so i did..i really had alot of fun back then..but..its at the expense of putting someone to extreme level of hurt..i really regret wat i did..im really sorry i didnt spare a tot for ur feelings..but im glad u're so forgiving..

i've seen this gal recently..she's changed alot..bt still as sweet..if you're wondering who she is..she's none other than Ying Ching..

back to the relationship i was mentioning abt earlier on, after o lvls, i went to a poly and she went to a jc, we were faced with even more problems this time round..i accused her of cheating on me which she didnt! i was so stupid then..and i committed a mistake which i can nv make it up to her anymore..so we ended the relationship abruptly, in a swift..

i tried to ask for forgiveness but we both noe tat enough is enough..i've grown up with her as my companion..tats already alot to ask for! so im really happy tat she was there all these years..i took her for granted for so many years already..its really time for me to learn from my mistakes..the harder life hits me, the harder i will bounce back..i was really a very very bad bf to have..im sorry Wei Qi..for putting u thru so much nonsense when you can actually have much better treatment from other guys..im really sorry..

its almost one year since we broke out in august last year..i've learnt alot already..thanks for everything u taught me in the past..thanks for all the memories tat we shared together..

=)

im doing quite well now..hope u are doing better than me..coz tats only right..after suffering so many years of ur childhood with me..

take care..

last but not least, thank you for those willing to fork out time to read this long entry..

Obligations

hahahah was tagged in weiqi's blog to finish this thing up..so have no choice..hahahah..here it goes.. =)

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.
1) Marcus
2) Guang Liang
3) Kelvin
4) Jolyn Ho
5) Suyi
6) Lesnar
7) Weiqi
8) Ying Ching
9) Nadia
10) Shui Huat
11) Zhicong
12) Andrew
13) Nazirah
14) Yasmin
15) Huiying
16) Shandy
17) Sim
18) Victor
19) Weng Mun
20) Ms. Nora

Questions:

1. How did you meet number 14?
Answer: she was my class chairperson when i was in sec 3! she is the sweetest chairperson u can ever have! =)

2. What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
Answer: marcus ar? wah siao liao without him i confirm dunno where is my lessons, wat time does the class starts bla bla bla..=P

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Answer: nadia and nora cannot la! wahahaha..=P i will probably laugh it off! haha..

4. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Answer: cannot la they are nt gays! lesnar got gf liao! hahah..

5. Describe no.3.
Answer: nice fren, dedicated, committed, full of crap!!!

6. Do you think No.8 is attractive?
Answer: wah so zhun? hahaha yes i used to be very attracted to her..=)

7. Tell me something about No.7.
Answer: very sweet, and cute. full of crap too! haha..

8. Do you know anything about no.12's family?
Answer: has a very pretty sister! and a brother! hahaha..

9. What is no.8's favorite?
Answer: her bag! with the biggest zip in the world!!! tats was in the past..

10. What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Answer: zhicong!? im not gay!

11. What language does 15 speak?
Answer: Eng, Chi, Hokkien?

12. Who is 9 going out with?
Answer: her bf! haha

13. How old is 16 now?
Answer: 17

When was the last time u talked to 13?
Answer: yest! via sms..hahhah..

15. Who's 2's favorite singer?
Answer: Guang Liang lor!!! wahahaha!!

16. Would you date number 4?
Answer: of coz! we used to go sch together almost every single day u noe! but she's my god sis la..hahaha wats more she's attached =P

17. Would you date 7?
Answer: ahahaha we used to be an item! but sadly, no more liao! wahahhaa..

18. Is 15 single?
Answer: not very sure leh! hahhah..

19. What's 10's last name?
Answer: Yap.

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 19?
Answer: i noe wengmun since kindergarten, from then, we went to the same pri, sec, poly..hahah..we're closer than a couple! =P

21. What schools does 3 go to?
Answer: Hua Yi. Ngee Ann

22. Where does 6 live?
Answer: SengKang

23. What's your favorite thing about number 5?
Answer: when she calls me darling!! wahahaha..=P jk..she's a very sweet gal..really like chatting with her..=)

=D have a nice day peeps..u can do it if u have the time to spare! hahaha

common tests week

yo man..its common test week..super sian! 1st we had our WDA paper..mmm still can still can..wahahhaha not bad not bad..but!!! whenever i feel i will do well for that paper, it always turn out to be otherwise!!! man! this sucks..haha..

had blaw paper in the afternoon juz now..mmm when i was on the way to the exam hall i saw jocelyn and xiuzhen..shit! i told xiuzhen i kept a ponytail and she believed! den she saw me and my short hair! hahahaha..exposed~ =P btw..blaw was a killer..60marks mcq..tat alone can either boost ur marks or kill u..=D

after the paper..i went to plaza with junwei, alvin and pearleen..then i went to buy my wristcuff from nike(brazil) @ world of sports..its nice man..but abit loose coz my wrist is too small..bo bian i too skinny..hahahah..

when i reached home...my mom was shocked to see me with another accessory..wahhaha..but really! im not a gal! or gay! serious..i juz dunno why i like shopping!!

take a look into wat i have..its not even like half of a gal's one..so far..this is my possession..

Freshbox Ringer Tee x1
Monkey Scooter Ringer Tee x1
Fabrick Tee x3
Stussy Shifter Toyko x1
Stussy x NBHD 25th Anni Tee x1
Stussy Flipped Tee x1
I.P Zone Tee x1(i dun wear it anymore!)
PMK Tee x1(i dun wear it anymore!)
OP Tee x1
Fourskin Tee x2
Amoticx Tee x1
Bossini Shirt x2
Crocodile L/S Shirt x1
Valentino Emilio Pants x1
Rebirth L/S Shirt x1
Wild Channel Tee x1
Rebirth Berms x1
S&K Berms x1
Cargo pants x1
Giordano Jeans x1
Converse Canvas Sneaker x1
Superman Canvase Sneaker x1
Valeran Slipon shoe x1
Adidas Sneaker x1
Nike Wrist Cuff x1
Watch(Bugis Street) x1
Cross Necklace x1
Aviator Shades x1
Dogtag x1
Tribal Bracelet x3
Nike Shoe Bag x1
Adidas Samba Sling Bag x1
Zinc Sling bag x1
Wilson Hammer Tour x1
Adidas Soccer Boots x1

ok tats all i think! others are all teeshirts u get whehn u are in a cca or workplace..bla bla bla..i dun count them in..tats not alot rite! ladies u have to agree with me tat u have more!!! i dun have any make up items!!! =D

tats all for the day..stay tuned..